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1:50pm:

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9:03pm:

TODAY WAS VERY INTERESTING.
I THINK IVE BEEN STARTING THAT WITH MY
POSTS FOR LIKE 3 OF MY ENTRIES. MAYBE
MY LIFE IS INTERESTING HAHA.

TODAY : SHOPPED. OLIVE GARDEN .

FUNNY STORY ABOUT OLIVE GARDEN :

K WELL . WHEN WE FIRST CAME THERE WAS THIS GUY WHO WAS THE HOSTESS. HE ASKED IF ANY OF US WANTED A KIDS MENU. NONE OF US TOOK ONE BUT THEN I JUST TOOK ONE WITHOUT HIM KNOWING. SO WE HE SITS US DOWN AND HES LIKE " YOURE GOING TO BE A LITTLE BORED LATER? " AND I LAUGHED AND SMILE I DONT KNOW IF HE THOUGHT I MEANT HE WAS HOT. HE WAS OK . REALLY NICE. I DUNNO . WELL AFTER WE WERE ALL DONE EATING ALL THESE WAITERS AND WAITRESSES COME OVER AND LIKE SING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME IN ITALIAN AND PUT THIS CHOCOLATE CAKE INFRONT OF ME WITH A CANDLE. WE ALLLLLL START LAUGHING. WE ALL HAD THOSE "WTF" EXPRESSIONS ON OUR FACES. WE TOLD ALL THEM ITS NOT MY BIRTHDAY AND SHE WAS LIKE THE GUY IN THE FRONT THE HOSTESS TOLD US THE GIRL WITH THE PINK JACKET ; AND SHORT HAIR ; IT WAS HER BIRTHDAY . I WAS LIKE OMGGGGG! HAHAHA . SO WHEN WE LEFT I WAS LIKE YEAH THANKS FOR THE BIRTHDAY CAKE. AND HE SAID YOUR WELCOME. I DUNNO HE WAS REALLY SWEET. BUT HE WAS LIKE 18-20 ? I DONT KNOW.



yeah that kept us laughing for a while. HEY FREE CAKE!
lol .

I got two cute shirts today ; flats; a cute bag ; and thats it.
the other day I got a skirt ; another pair of flats ; and 2 shirts ; and another bag. i LOVE BAGS.
good shopping week .
After we were all done shopping we came back to grandparents
and Melissa and I picked up fish and stuff at a local restaurant for
the guys who were all on the boat today .

40 minutes later Melissa and I go out for chinese food.
I STUFFED SO MANY SAUCES AND CHOPSTIX AND FORTUNE COOKIES
in my bag. it was hilarious. I kept stuffing and stuffing and
the people didnt even notice. HOW COULD YOU RESIST
CUTE PANDAS ON THE FRONT OF THE CHOPSTICKS.
and yummy fortune cookies.


Today was so fun.
Tomorrow my aunt and uncle leave
for the east coast to visit her mother.

and then they go back up to NY.
Im going to miss them!
and esp. my cousin melissa
because i probably wont see
her for awhile till christmas.


Overall today was exciting. and
hilarious .

I think were puting up our tree tomorrow.

8:42pm: HAPPY THANKSGIVING . THIS YEAR HAS BEEN SO AMAZING TO ME SO FAR. IT HAS BROUGHT SOME AMAZING PEOPLE INTO MY LIFE AND SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT SO AMAZING. BUT I LOVE THEM ANYWAYS.

6 important people in my life :

1. MEG <3


2. ANN <3


3. JAE <3


4. NICO <3


5. MELISSA <3


6. SAMMY <3


+ my family ; other friends ; doggies ; and cute guys and cute clothes.

6:19pm:

Yeah my dad and i are fighting.
like really bad. and he made me so upset
lastnight . and today he said sorry.
and i told him i didnt accept.
I do ; kinda. But i just want to play
with his emotions. I hope he feels bad.
And I can tell he does.

and my mom is on my side too .
so its all good.
now shes making him feel really bad
with not talking to him either.

He made me so upset lastnight.
sorry about signing off on everyone lastnight
it was just easier for me to get up and leave
so i wouldnt have to listen to him .

My dad would never hit me .
When i was a little kid
he never even spanked none of us
but lastnight I thought he was going to .
I pissed him off so bad.
but i dont give a crap . haha .

I stole something today .
For the first time.
I dont know. The first time!
haha.

I was so scared too.
it was a watch .
a blue one.
and when i walked out with it
i thought the manager was following me.
I was so scared.
but its all good.
it looks so cute!

it looks like a bangle bracelet but its
really a watch .

I dont regret it.
One time i remembered i went to
the womens bathroom and started to cut my hair
haha. omg they had like multiple mirrors
in each stall so you could really see the back and stuff.
and i didnt even clean up the mess.
i felt bad for the workers.
but ohwell .


but that was my rant for the day .
i got some cute clothes.
i dont feel like updating with pictures though .

10:00pm: YA I LIKE YOU ALOT.
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE OLD
AND WHY DOES KARMA EXISTENCE ?

10:31pm:

i just took 200 pictures of myself. shut up i just love myself.
i went to the thriftstore today ; and got another amazing dress;
a belt to match ; a land polaroid camera ; some school shirts ; a NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK
button ; and a betty boop bag ;no flats :[ . They never have cute flats.
The palm harbor thriftstore
has cute flats but its so far up . Now i smell like old clothes and makeup .

and my nose is freezing .
i want some freaking flats.

Im so glad its the holiday .
When I buy these dresses I always want to move
I feel they are too good for florida sometimes.

haha .
Im great.

My math grade is slipping .
i dont care.

and orange soda sounds so good right now .
I had chinese tonight.
2 eggrolls and sticky rice.
the rice tasted so weird from the last time
we ate from that place.

it kind of reminded me of middle school
and how Lan would bring pink sticky rice
and we would huddle around her and take a bunch .







( thriftstore )

3:33pm:

Today Was really interested.
I talked to that stalker boy. Hes actually
really nice. He was smiling at me in the drama
room so i just walked over and talked.

Third block Shea was playing with my hair
and giving me all these different hairstyles.
Then he told me some stuff. yeah .

Chris ; GIVES THE BEST MASSAGES.
It felt so good.

After school Samantha and I walked
over to wendys again ; and then her boyfriend
picked her up ( ughh .)

Sunday my Aunts and uncles are coming in from
NY. When I was little I use to get so excited
but now its just yeah .

HAHAH. Omg the other day while we were eating wendys after
school ; we were in the walk way to the office and samantha was like
oh a cigarette ; turns out it was a blunt.

Yeah my life has been pretty boring lately.

Im craving for nacho's and cheese.
LUNCHABLE STYLE <3

9:56pm: i feel like im going to throw up on someone. :[

3:33pm: MR.WORD CALLED ME THE MOST ADORABLEST AND SWEETEST GIRL.
i know.

7:09pm:





today we went to the woods.
and it was really pretty cool.

I digged a hole with taylor , chris,
sammy , ashley , chris2, and corey. It was so funny.

But I kind of freaked myself out on the boardwalk thing.
well it was all covered with trees surrounding it .
and it was sammy and I walking ; and i was near the railing
and i guess this stick was poking out and it rubbed against my ankle
and immediatly i thought it was a snake and I started to scream and jump.
everyone looked over ;taylor and corey got a big kick out of it.
i hate snakes. haha.

After we digged holes and planted trees
and ate pizza

Ashley and I sun bathed for 15-20 minutes atleast.
it felt so nice.

10:22pm: This is the reason why I miss Jake. He was never this immature. Yeah I think I declare I hate all high school boys.
They are all so immature. Jake wouldn’t do this shit to me. I’m going to call him to see what’s up. I’m so sick of everything.
Sometimes I wish I did go to Pinellas Park High School. I miss my friends. The same people who cared about the same things I care about. I just want you to know you really hurt me. And I don’t care how much you like me. But I don’t like you right now and I don’t think I will ever again. I hope you’re happy. You ruined it. I don’t even care anymore. Jake treated me so much better than all of this.


Im so over it . Its not even funny anymore.
Dont talk to me at school because I dont even want
to see you.and i wish i never met you that one day .
okay. thanks.

6:22pm:
JEEZ MICHAEL JUST TALK TO THE POOR GIRL .
I can see how much cared when Samantha and I
found this laying on the ground in her neighborhood.

After school today samantha and I walked over to
Wendys with taylor and shehker.

We both had bacon classics.

After She asked if i wanted to come over to her house
for awhile ; it was fun . we ate some sushi .
but i felt like i was going to throw up.
I cant take that .

After we walked to the park
and messed around. thats
when we found this letter.

TOMORROW WTF.
WE HAVE TO GO CLEAN THE WOODS
JUST BECAUSE THEY CANT AFFORD TO GET
WORKERS TO CLEAN IT UP .

every kid is psyche about cleaning the woods.
oh yeah just what i want to do for 5 hours
and sweat to death .

sounds like TONS of fun .
i want money for this crap.

If i have to clean something I will
clean my backyard.
kthnx .

5:57pm: OMGZ TEEF!


nomo braces. that happened like 4 weeks ago though . haha
and the polar express is amazing.

4:50pm:





( holidays )

i hate stalkers.
+ when relationships dont work out.

3:38pm: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIE BO PEEP .
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7:14pm:
( windup )

8:00pm: can you get sick from eating uncooked pancakes?

3:17pm:
( first grade )


but the one thing i noticed all elem. women gym teachers are so mean .

6:01pm:


2 more nights and
i'll be in the air
these last nights
will be nice, i'll
spend them with you

( POLL )

4:56pm: Do I like being alone? Do I like doing my own things when I want to and how I want to ? Do I like the fact I like not sharing and making sure the other person is doing what they are suppose to be doing? I noticed this in the cafeteria today ( and anns thoughts of the day) .I was so impatient with other people. Im just used of my girlfriends and I inline talking about boys who we think are cute but never really thought about being in a relationship with, and things we dont talk about infront of certain people. I always thought I was one of those people who needed someone.Im really not. I like being "independant" or not being tied to another person. I dont like the drama that comes along with a relationship. I think I learned alot from my passed relationship. I wouldnt say jake ruined me ; I would say more like made me stronger? I guess. I dont know whats wrong with me. I like being friends with people not anything more.

10:21pm:

( more )

7:22pm:
WE WALKED AROUND HER NEIGHBORHOOD
AND WENT TO THIS PARK NEAR HER HOUSE
AND HAD GUYS BEEP AT US WHEN WE CLIMBED
POLES AND HIKED UP OUR SKIRTS AT STOP SIGN
CORNERS.

( HALLOWEEN )

( PICTURES )

8:22pm: HAPPY HALLOWEEN .

6:23pm: MY MATH GRADE WENT UP .

( text )

( HAIR )

6:07pm:










( tell me what you are )

5:40pm: inject me with aidz.